indulgence

in reference to how –
i’m more involved with why –
outcomes are the end result,
the process of thoughts – much more intriguing!

what brings one to the place
where reason fails –
what overtakes the mind in such a way
that impulsivity commands all actions?

i think that i will never understand
the way the smallest breath can
create the strongest current;
my mind cannot fathom the space
between your accept – my intent –
my indulgence merely pushes you away…

(trapped i am – no less than a moth to the flame…)