thought about being lonely –
today.

thought about all the times
i’ve ran away.
leaving you cold for awhile –
then returning.
wearing the things you love;
my heart on my sleeve,
and a smile!

realized – today,
that you are truly – gone!
and trying to wash away your
memory,
i filled my soul with
insecurity,
bled my eyes – tear-stained –
dry!

thought about living – today,
and died!