Sonnet #1: What I have found in you

 

My friend – you touch me deeper than the sun,

And every smile you smile fills up my soul!

With you it matters not what I have done,

For all my dreams you’ve taken and made whole!

Before your touch my life was closing fast,

But then you came and opened up the door.

Now all my insecurities have passed,

I’ve found with you a life and so much more!

You’ve brought the sun and rolled the clouds away,

And I can see new hopes and dreams ahead.

I’ll never wonder what to do or say,

Because with you all thanks can go unsaid!

 

 

If I had one small gift to give to you –

To find in me – what I have found in you!

narcissistic you…

pensive –

hypocritically – contrite –

you stand alone,

a bastion of solitude in a sea of outstretched hands…

 

demure in your self-proclaimed in-culpability.

astonishingly – obtuse.

 

devoid of even a trace of empathy,

i watch as you bask in your

self-righteous piety –

seemingly unaware of the absurdity –

oblivious of your own flagrant nonentity!

the wages of…

can’t take a small nowhere,

when somewhere grand – I am!

can’t un-know – the knowing,

abandon – belief!

 

if living is dying –

and death sets us free,

why captive –

just – alive?

 

erroneous,

agree?

un-contained – we imagine,

yet imprisoned (by life)–

are we…

departure

you hide behind your – suppose –

as if it were a shroud,

seemingly unaware of the audacity –

imposed by your flagrant transparency…

 

how awkward –

meeting here like this –

exposing all my is,

to find it wasted effort to your – presume!

 

when did the lines become so blurred?

boundaries,

redefined?

we used to travel the same path –

shared the same – once upon a time…

 

dangling now –

contemplating the letting go –

while you callously take flight on wings of indifference.

 

surely there is no sadness more intense

than dying –

without death!

to sorrow…

the structure of life –

is flimsy at best –

 

walls constructed in haste –

simple monuments defining space –

ownership –

 

so too –

relationships…

dwellings meant to house hearts,

cells for souls pursuing similar goals.

 

invariably –

the wind blows,

and without the slightest hesitation,

walls come tumbling down…

 

listen!

can you hear the sound reality makes?

a broken heart,

crying in the night –

starlight dying in the dawn –

and rain,

a melancholy finale – to sorrows pain…