losing touch

indignant –

compassion starved from

insatiable insensitivity…

 

how can there be justification

for callous abandon?

 

all too often it seems we

close doors,

build walls,

create barricades –

manipulate emotions to protect our hearts from hurt,

yet find,

in the end,

our – selves – starving for a touch –

gentle caress…

 

friendship –

sweet reprieve for our emaciated souls!

everything

i long to be – to you –

all that you have become –

to me…

 

that first sliver of sun at dawn,

or the twinkle of twilight’s

first star…

 

if only i could fill your world with wonderful,

exceptional –

smother you with fantastic,

awesomely – amazing…

 

if even for one solitary second

i could be

that which flows through your veins –

fills your heart –

gives you life,

how great the rush –

to be considered something so essential –

so necessary!

 

as much as air –

as incidental as day –

i long to be the impulse for your smile,

casual sigh,

the beat your heart skips…

 

everything to –

you –

to me –

you are…