abandon

i fear
that i will never understand from what authority –
you disallow?
 
how ludicrous –
the signs you post –
inscribed with such callous – un-intent!
 
sad,
it must be –
unable to respond –
responsible to guilt –
imprisoned inside a tomb – of should…
 
and while your hope floats away,
upon a breeze of – nonchalance –
my – could –
remains captive –
bound by chains unseen –
 
victim to your abrupt,
yet rehearsed,
 
abandon!

disallowed

what purpose –
words.
 
manipulated expression designed to un-intend.
 
regardless the inquisition –
in spite of implied affirmation –
sometimes the only resolution comes from silence.
 
and if,
by chance –
you feel disconnected –
disallowed –
pushed outside the doorway of necessary,
perhaps your key was not designed to fit the lock –
 
just maybe,
the door was never meant to open…