Monthly Archives: December 2019
silence, before the phrase [Proverbs 17:28]
and then sometimes, it’s the simplicity of the lyric –
unobtrusive cadence –
silence –
before the phrase…
i tend to look for that same – (in)equality in life.
so many times we over-quantify our justification.
presume preeminent jurisprudence when in fact,
we own less than assumed autonomy over our purpose.
how ostentatious –
contrived –
hypocritically pronounced!
surely, you do not imagine yourself – higher than –
greater – than –
(self-proclaimed -) elitist – do you?
temporal –
with such sinful disregard,
you flaunt your affected – morality…
flagrantly inept,
you deconstruct the foundation of believability –
simply by assuming yourself – the axis!
spoiler alert –
this world does not –
even remotely –
revolve –
around – you!
(you surmise my silence implies ignorance,
yet you speak, and remove all doubt…)
too soon away
behind the looking glass
gregarious – assiduous – raisonde’tre; You…
a box of after-while
and standing there…
choices
unobliged
thread of life
inside my head,
the thoughts of you –
collect like raindrops in a sieve…
i cannot hold them,
so they fall in puddles
on the floor…
saturated with these feelings,
i fear the levy soon will break,
and i’ll pour out upon myself.
if so released –
where will i run?
all i’ve ever known of life
is how to be restrained.
you de-construct all my defenses,
thaw this soul –
frozen from a lack of touch,
a life of discontent.
i wonder,
with those liquid pools of comfort,
how it is –
you cannot see –
the magnitude of what you mean to me…
strong,
secure –
you are the very thread
of the fabric of my sanity!