solitude –
precursor to loneliness.
disassociation of self –
from soul.
plunged head first –
into this desolation…
where do you turn to find
acceptance –
what price – the need?
compassion comes,
but not without cost.
smiles –
transparent,
masking pain –
unrealized.
abandon –
cruel nemesis to faith,
prevails –
hurt sustains!
standing too close to the edge 