broken

in your hands i find
no resolution –
pieces of hope offered,
with jagged edges..
and as i stand in line
for your consideration,
smothered by the weight
of indifference,
i realize too much the cost of resuscitation…
 
unavailable –
agenda much too full
for wasted time,
with that (myself)
which does not matter!

of warriors – assumed…

if it mattered,
i would stop and ask –
what’s your story?
why you post graffitti of ingratitude on walls of implied desperation.
perhaps more genuine –
admonition of indifference.
much more commendable than fabricated statements of conviction –
uncalloused hands holding nails –
intentionally reluctant in the pursuit of your cross…

that which is – i am…

sometimes,

be it ever so briefly,

we see the light.
not so much that which steals it’s way underneath the door,
or slides between the nearly closed blinds –
but the light that overcomes the darkness of the room we occupy.
that light.
that amazing welcome contrast to merely varying shades of shadow.

that light.
that subtle avalanche of sight in a world of blind frustration.
i,
most definitely like you,
understand the blessing of without.
not a statement of pious indignation.
not a stolen moment of elevation upon some soapbox of supposed religious declaration.
no.
not some man-made creation of temporary illumination.
but the light that supersedes all other and simply cannot be contained.
i’m sure you’ve met,
upon your journey,
those that insist their corridors closed.
statements made deflecting occupancy of even sparks.
yet at that moment –
when facing fears reserved for them –
exclusively –
there is no barrier allowed to contain the shine.
and in those instances of divine intercession,
even demons wearing title –
evil spirit earned before the definition of time –
succumb to the power cast without flicker –
by the authentic and genuine fire-starter –
the Great I Am…

agenda of assume

another predictable night.
minions chasing dreams –
unaware they’re awake.
 
post after post extolling the virtues of camaraderie –
and yet,
unavailable for even the consideration of accommodation.
 
behind the screen –
safely hidden.
no fear of the inconvenience of touch from those unable to feel.
 
if only time could be rewound.
obstacles to interaction removed.
in place of words plastered without conviction on walls of inconsideration,
to return to that place in time
when conversation involved face to face expression.
 
to go back to unrehearsed interaction –
relationships built on what is real –
far removed from agenda of assume…

who will fill the holes

voids –
spaces not filled –
empty – holes …
a glance –
eyes searching for confirmation,
not returned.
 
a hand – offered –
friendship –
given –
no takers…
 
sentences without punctuation.
and you –
the question i am not allowed to answer!