into the desolation

solitude –
precursor to loneliness.

disassociation of self –
from soul.

plunged head first –
into this desolation…

where do you turn to find
acceptance –
what price – the need?

compassion comes,
but not without cost.

smiles –
transparent,
masking pain –
unrealized.

abandon –
cruel nemesis to faith,
prevails –

hurt sustains!