sweet gift of life

 

my – is –

this – moment;

all i need,

and all im guaranteed –

you may choose another agenda –

fill your days,

your – moments –

with – what if…

but -i,

i choose – acceptance,

gratitude,

appreciation –

each breath –

each moment –

sweet gift of life –

amazing!

your eyes

i imagine –

days with you –

strolling through open doors,

passing through endless rooms of

contentment.

 

feeling close –

without the need to touch,

we’d share that

which cannot be said.

 

instead of going past the 

need –

by-passing the greed of

have-to-have –

lingering –

instead – on the very ledge

of – just enough…

 

your eyes hold secrets –

places i have never been –

realms of unclaimed pleasure –

i would die to comprehend!

 

too soon away

 

take this moment,

for what it’s worth –

merely a drop of water

in a vast ocean of time…

 

and even now –

as we ponder our existence,

the moment is gone…

 

a hurried good-bye –

a hand outstretched,

not taken –

insignificant?

 

while we consume ourselves

with – what if –

what is – fades away!

more than necessary

i enjoy you –
as much as great,
as deep as sky…

i drink you in,
submerge myself
in your smile –
lose my way,
in the deepness of your eyes!

time stands still,
when i’m with you –
reality redefined –
you speak my name,
and worlds collide…

how can i sleep,
dare close my eyes and find you gone when waking?
this fragile heart would surely break
if suddenly alone,
detached…

without you,
i would simply cease to be…

greater than want,
you are,
so much more than necessary!

the evasive nature of sanity

 
hope lingers in the doorway –
wisp of cigarette smoke
escaping into the dark of night…
 
you there –
silhouette in the shadows –
enticing me with silent promises
(your eyes have stories to tell)…
 
i followed you –
once –
unafraid – yet anxious –
into the heart of – unknown –
beneath a star-less sky –
right up to the door of – what if.
(how can you enter without a key?)
 
scared –
suddenly aware –
(naked as full moon)
how could i continue on?
(oh so tight the chains of insecure).
innocence – sacrificed.
unaware made – poignantly – aware!
 
you are my secret pleasure –
ember of a fire i cannot resist –
warmth i crave,
yet unable to survive the heat!
(like the moth to the flame)
 

things unnecessary

 

things unneeded fill our days –

like possibly,

perhaps,

maybe…

how often do we put aside

what matters,

holding our breath –

clenching our hands,

expecting even Atlas to shrug –

for what?

a hand we feel compelled to hold?

replies to questions – unheard?

as callous as forget,

intangible as why –

we build our lives on

could,

should –

then wonder what went wrong

when trapped in lonely –

unremembered as even midnight

by pompous dawn!

mid – life

 

age –

simply defined;

a collection of years,

or perhaps –

seasons.

 

society puts up fences –

youth here,

old age there,

either, or…

 

i find my place neither

in, nor out –

and so i sit upon the fence –

dangling my feet,

and my heart,

in both pastures.

narcissistic you…

 

pensive –

hypocritically – contrite –

you stand alone,

a bastion of solitude in a sea of outstretched hands…

 

demure in your self-proclaimed inculpability.

astonishingly – obtuse.

 

devoid of even a trace of empathy,

i watch as you bask in your

self-righteous piety –

seemingly unaware of the absurdity –

oblivious of your own flagrant nonentity!

of all experiences…

 

possibly

sits on the couch with

his good friend –

could be –

together they –

oh so carefully –

plan-

nothing…

 

and somewhere on the other side of –

what could be –

sunrise, 

regardless stands watch –

(the world ever so surely continues to turn)…

 

i understand the 

feeling of a rose –

blooming –

the sheer exuberance 

of life;

exaltation –

joy unparalleled –

simply – living –

most awesome of all experiences!

doesn’t really matter…

 

 

matter,

does not exist,

frayed and torn,

it floats away – carried by a breeze (nonchalance)…

 

and so goes care!

but no flags at half-mast today –

no 21 gun salute –

no requiem uttered from concern…

 

when did we wake from dreams – not?

who snuffed the fire of dignity?

who tolled the bell?

I’d like to think some recompense –

some – salvation –

some – hope for this mankind…

but all I find –

tentative bridge spanning the chasm – deep –

one footing missed –

and all is lost;

indifference,

shallow grave –

and no one there to mourn!